urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vitamin_s So show me where I've never been Big Little Girl 2004-06-02T02:00:09Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vitamin_s:7857 2004-06-02T02:00:09Z 2004-06-02T02:00:09Z rite_aid is my new username.. comment on it &lt;3 &lt;3 &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vitamin_s:7518 2004-06-01T17:58:21Z 2004-06-01T17:58:21Z &lt;td rowspan="3"&gt;<img src="http://www.guess.com/GuessInc//Images/GuessInc/home1.jpg" width="129" height="264" alt="">&lt;/td&gt; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vitamin_s:6604 2004-05-28T03:56:19Z 2004-05-28T19:06:25Z It seems like i've known you for<br />forever, the truth is i've known <br />you for only a couple of months.<br />Regardless of that matter, we've<br />been through alot. Backstabbing<br />each other by hooking up, and <br />leading each others crushes to <br />ways where we would end up <br />hating each other. We're a test for<br />one another, testing our abilities on<br />how we can survive in this fucked up<br />world. 8th grade is a piece of shit <br />and it's only the beginning of how <br />screwed up our lives will be. But that's<br />only 'cause we're living life. We're so<br />young but we know we're not. All <br />those nerds who get A's and stuff<br />their just being retarded and trying to<br />get a good future. The only future a <br />normal person can get is to experience<br />the real present of our reality. This way<br />we know how to handle what's ahead,<br />they, unfortunately, DO NOT. If I can<br />tell you one thing, it would be that i'm<br />here for you. No matter what. Even if <br />i am a million miles away, i'm right their.<br />We're both normal, dieting and forcing<br />ourselves to vomit until we've lost the<br />last calorie in us. We're just growing up<br />realizing what fucking idiots we are. <br />We got high together, many times, and<br />we lost so many brain cells together..<br />You trust me alot more than you trust<br />your friends you've known longer be<br />cause it's me. It's not them. Theirs a <br />special bond between us and no one<br />can fucking take it away. I can fucking<br />run away right now and cry to you. You<br />listen to me. Even when you don't, you<br />look at me and care. Only you can take<br />away what's their because you know<br />about me. I have the confidence in you<br />that I will have in know one else. ever.<br />if something were to go on, it would be<br />you that I think about. it's you who kno<br />ws what causes my problems because<br />you have all the clues that lead up to it.<br />we've only known each other for about<br />a couple of months and already we've<br />been through so much shit together that<br />we're gonna go through so much more<br />we can just call this the end of the begin<br />ning and the start to the center of where<br />we grow, and we expand our knowledge<br />of FUCKING STUPIDITY. only you under<br />stand me and this makes you what i need<br />to have in my life at this time. i can cry &<br />you can understand. i will cut myself and<br />you will do the same. we're two of the same<br />people who share no resemblance what<br />soever. jealousy can come between us and<br />we can hate each other so much. but, we'll <br />always have something special between <br />us because we've been through alot and<br />what i wrote here today will never leave<br />our heads. all it just did was make you<br />remember how good we both have it to<br />be best friends. <br />i love you now, i love you forever.<br />you've just unlocked a door to my heart<br />and it'll never close. <br /><br />to: b.m.<br />&lt;3<br />---soph &lt;3<br /><br /><img src="http://hometown.aol.com/crystalgem61/images/lips.gif" width="185" height="101"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:vitamin_s:6319 2004-05-28T00:10:47Z 2004-05-28T00:10:47Z beach noise two entries in one day, but, this thing is fun so please do it for me: <br /><br /><div><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/poll/?id=299982">View Poll: Just Fill this out for me:</a></div>