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new username! [01 Jun 2004|04:14pm] rite_aid is my new username.. comment on it <3 <3 <3 3 comments|post comment

[27 May 2004|06:10pm] It seems like i've known you for forever, the truth is i've known you for only a couple of months. Regardless of that matter, we've been through alot. Backstabbing each other by hooking up, and leading each others crushes to ways where we would end up hating each other. We're a test for one another, testing our abilities on how we can survive in this fucked up world. 8th grade is a piece of shit and it's only the beginning of how screwed up our lives will be. But that's only 'cause we're living life. We're so young but we know we're not. All those nerds who get A's and stuff their just being retarded and trying to get a good future. The only future a normal person can get is to experience the real present of our reality. This way we know how to handle what's ahead, they, unfortunately, DO NOT. If I can tell you one thing, it would be that i'm here for you. No matter what. Even if i am a million miles away, i'm right their. We're both normal, dieting and forcing ourselves to vomit until we've lost the last calorie in us. We're just growing up realizing what fucking idiots we are. We got high together, many times, and we lost so many brain cells together.. You trust me alot more than you trust your friends you've known longer be cause it's me. It's not them. Theirs a special bond between us and no one can fucking take it away. I can fucking run away right now and cry to you. You listen to me. Even when you don't, you look at me and care. Only you can take away what's their because you know about me. I have the confidence in you that I will have in know one else. ever. if something were to go on, it would be you that I think about. it's you who kno ws what causes my problems because you have all the clues that lead up to it. we've only known each other for about a couple of months and already we've been through so much shit together that we're gonna go through so much more we can just call this the end of the begin ning and the start to the center of where we grow, and we expand our knowledge of FUCKING STUPIDITY. only you under stand me and this makes you what i need to have in my life at this time. i can cry & you can understand. i will cut myself and you will do the same. we're two of the same people who share no resemblance what soever. jealousy can come between us and we can hate each other so much. but, we'll always have something special between us because we've been through alot and what i wrote here today will never leave our heads. all it just did was make you remember how good we both have it to be best friends. i love you now, i love you forever. you've just unlocked a door to my heart and it'll never close. to: b.m. <3 ---soph <3 9 comments|post comment

lol [27 May 2004|02:25pm] [ music | beach noise ] two entries in one day, but, this thing is fun so please do it for me: Poll #299982 Just Fill this out for me: Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 11 What's your name? How do I know you? View Answers What should I do for my birthday June 24? View Answers 2 comments|post comment

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